It's Been Too Long

Okay, it's been forever and a day since I've written on here.  Life has gotten crazy but is going a lot better.  What would life be without it's trials.  Well, easy I guess.

I'm still doing the same thing, waking up early.  Going to work.  Then I usually go to Kenpo.  :)  I tested and got two stripes.  I'll be testing for yellow belt this coming month.  I can't wait.  The school I go to is a very good school.  All the upper belts seek out oportunities to help you improve.  I guess it doesn't help that my brother has been going there for quite some time.  :P

Work now adays has it's challenges.  Working with an ex really makes things tough.  Friends one minute, the next min she totally ignores me. I guess I should just say, "Who Cares!?!"  It's her loss of a friend.  Blah.

Okay, so my friend created a blog and now he wants me to write articles on relationships for him.  I guess that is a good match up.  I just got out of a relationship (not too long ago).  I'm still a bit bitter.  LOL  That should make for a great article.  What should be my first topic?  Hmmm.

Well, I must go.  I'm going to my brothers and it's a long drive.  I'll tty soon.

Justin

Soon To Be Kenpo Student, Justin

Okay, it's very late.  11:06PM and I need to be up early in the morning.  :P  I wanted to get up at 4:30 but I know that's not going to happen.  I'll settle for 5.  I have so much to do.  Work out, work, church and then work out again.  Blah... I'll be fine.  Just complaining.

Well, this evening I went to go see my neices and nephews at Kenpo.  :)  They graduated to yellow belts.  I'm so happy for them.  My brother goes to that same school so he kinda showed me around.   I'm interested in attending that school too.  The only issue is the distance.  It's pretty far from my job and I'll probably be gone most of the time.  I'll just suck it up and sign up.  I'm sure it'll be okay, but I still need to pray about it.  I don't want to overload myself and be useless.  :)  If you can, keep me in prayer as well.  Life's crazy at times, isn't it?

Well, I'm off to bed.  Up in almost 6 hours.

Love you all,

Justin

That Really Special Day

Happy Resurrection Sunday.  Yes, I should be getting ready for church, but I just had to tell you all something.  I am doing great.  I'm happy.  Everything is going well.  God is good.

I need to start listening to Him more.  I am not growing the way I need to be.  I've been so self-centered and selfish lately.  That all must end. I feel the change that needs to occur in my life has already begun.  So now, I need to be patient.  God will provide.  God will continue to sanctify me.

Well, I hope everyone has a great day.

Justin

Crossfade-Already Gone

I will not leave a letter nothing at all
I'm sure you won't notice that I'm even gone
I wont break this silence we've shared for so long
I will be strong

I will not leave a letter nothing at all
I'm sure you won't notice that I'm even gone
Why did I stay here I stayed for so long
When we're so far gone

I feel so stupid taking this fall
I should have seen it known all along
I won't break this silence we've shared for so long
I will be strong

What could you possibly want from me
Can't you see I'm already gone
Everything we thought we'd be
I still don't feel sorry for this loss

I will not waste a moment thinking these thoughts
Forgetting comes easy
I never cared at all
Hurt became hate now I'm feeling the strain
There's just too much pain
Fell into pieces, got swept away
Left all our pictures, some to fade
I won't break this silence we've shared for so long
I will be strong

What could you possibly want from me
Can't you see I'm already gone
Everything we thought we'd be
I still don't feel sorry for this loss

You don't have to say anything at all
I wont stop you from walking away
I'll do nothing at all

Sitting here I waste a day,
While the memories fade away,
You know I expected so much more from you

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Dallas, Plano, Denton, Back To Dallas

Okay, my life here lately has been nuts!  I've been working in Downtown Dallas (The West End) since the beginning of August.  It's a great job.  I have so much fun and have made so many wonderful friends.  That's beside the reason for this entry.

At work, we've implemented (don't get bored) a new phone system.  The thing didn't work well at all, and yet my company still decided to move forth with our move to Plano.  We show up Monday morning and just like when we were at the previous call center, the phone system didn't work.  So, my boss's made a decision to take several of us up to our back up call center in Denton just to keep business going.

Well, we finally arrive in Denton after an almost hour long drive.  Our phone systems for Consultant Care was up and down.  So at the end of the shift my boss asked us to come back in the morning.  Well, we show up, we're there for like an hour and a half (in Denton) and we get the okay to go back.

So we get back to Plano, and the phone systems still are messed up.  Customer Care was just sitting there twiddling their thumbs and the handfull of Consultant Care (including yours truely) were getting bombarded with all their calls.  Ahhhhhh.... Frustrating.  Sorry for complaining so much.

So, after work I go to 24 Hour Fitness to savor my only happy part of the long day (80 mile drive around the metroplex).  I have a good work out.  When I'm on 635, my boss calls and tells me we're going back to the Dallas office tomorrow.  Oh my!  Talk about a crazy 2 days!

I just needed to tell someone my frustrations.  Is this wrong that I am letting this get to me?  I did get gas mileage from my company for all this.  Maybe I'm letting other things bother me.  I just need to chill out.  What do you think?

As its sung on one of my favorite songs, "I'm not insane! I'm not insane!"

Justin